| Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006 |
| 10:56 am |
To Whom It Concerns:
I'm gunna make a new lj. I dont post a lot. But it's come to my attention that this one is gay and I've actually had it since i was like 14. So it goes far back and my posts now are so different to posts I might have made when I was like 14 or during most of my time as a 15 year old. in two months im 16 so ima make a new one. also for lack of better things to do =/ Current Mood: aggravatedCurrent Music: Sublime - Caress Me Down |
| Sunday, November 19th, 2006 |
| 11:29 am |
things on my mind
-i need not eat till i barf every time im hungry cus im 175lb now -i have to write a memoir today -im gunna get my hair cut mad short wendsday -i wish my effing pancakes were ready -i just smoked a nice j -im gunna not spend any cash on tree the next two weeks cus I need to save some loot and I guess not be so burnt out for my first two weeks at work. -fuck! zumiez doesnt have the elemend sweater I wanted. It's the one with the elemnt circle in the middle and when you zip it down it cuts the circle in half. I used to have it in blue, I want it in black. but its to old. same with the brown hurley hat I want I think =/ -im so hungry i cant wait for pancakes -mel gets back saturday. cool. -yo N64 is in my room and it still owns. my sega genesis is downstairs. wow all the wasted money on new video games i used to spend all those years. -christmas is coming up. i need a new guitar and a new amp. -oh hey, thanksgiving is thursday so we have a short week. huzzah. -dude i cant wait for these pancakes -happy sunday people Current Music: (+44) - Little Death |
| Sunday, November 12th, 2006 |
| 5:26 pm |
im back
i went to andrews for the weekend.
it was mad chill.
we worked during the day breaking up sticks and axing logs and shit runnin around in this mini tractor thing. I chilled out in the back of it, good stuff.
both nights we tripped balls and blazed mad trees and played a whole lotta monopoly, watched that 70's show, and siat around this rad bond firs.
Also there was this mini Austin therte. hes andrews bro's friend. hes cool for a 12 year old. hell be in my school next year.
yeah yo...gotta do that again. Current Mood: you wouldnt undersrand B)Current Music: Dropkick Hero - Barroom Hero |
| Thursday, November 9th, 2006 |
| 4:57 pm |
haha
suspended again. Current Mood: highCurrent Music: The Queers - Today I Fell In Love |
| Wednesday, October 18th, 2006 |
| 8:07 pm |
FUCK!
I'm so fucking sick of having people tell me how badly I treat my parents and how slefish I am and how they care about me and I don't give a fuck about them! ughh omfg! And plus...I have my gay ass homo-sexual aunt here telling me how if I cared about them I wouldn't put them threw this and how I don't know how much they care. How the fuck! does anyone but me! have any idea what the fuck I know or who the fuck I care about. I'm not fucking selfish it's not my fucking fault they take this shit so bad. it's theirs. The school owns me by law but my mom doesnt have to be such a bitch she could tell my school to leave her the hell alone and that she doesnt have time for their bull crap and theyd have to listen but no she kisses thier ass. Jesus Christ I hate over dramatic fucking adults that think like my aunt and teachers do. FFUUCCKK!!!! I wish I was 18! Current Mood: pissed offCurrent Music: Dropkick Murphys - Fightstarter Karaoke |
| 4:48 pm |
Fuck...Suspended
shit im suspended for the rest of the week for cursing off my study hall teacher, shes such a fucking bitch i hate her. plus i had to serve my 3 hour for leaving school to get dunken donuts during study hall. but i figured i only needed to stay for an hour since im suspended anyway. now my moms all pissed =/ but its not so bad cus now im kinda stoned Current Mood: annoyedCurrent Music: Leftover Crack - Rock The 40oz |
| Thursday, October 5th, 2006 |
| 6:25 pm |
At least tomorrows Friday...
I told my parents I smoke weed yesterday. They kinda flipped. Thus leaving me with no source of income. I was also pretty stoned when I told them... This morning my mom told me I looked really bad when I was on it the night before. I told her that it was just an amazing bag and I was really ripped. But today I watched a few kids I'm friends with skate the boarding dock behind Sorentos after school, and it really made me want to pick it up again for like a third time. So when I got home I helped my dad move these tiles and thn skated for an hour. I actually landed some tricks I couldn't get before. My dad also seemed kind of chill about the whole smoking thing today, and besides... at least tomorows Friday. Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: Lower Class Brats - Fools |
| Wednesday, October 4th, 2006 |
| 8:15 pm |
WHADA FUK!!??
yo I told my parents I smoke tree today! they took it kinda bad. but i tried to take some off some of the pressure of with stories and shit. i think itll heal over time, ya know? they cant stay mad right? but i get no money! i need a job... Current Mood: So Effed UpCurrent Music: Leftover Crack - Born To Die |
| Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006 |
| 7:23 pm |
aww shit dawg....
crazy weekend. friday was the pep rally and we got trashed then blazed and then we went to kelseas. but her party crashed and ended at fucking 12. so we smoked and got a kick out of the fact that it was 12am and we had nowhere to go all night. So just before falling asleep on someones lawn we got a ride to my house threw a friend and snuck in then snuck downstais. we boxed out my basement then passed out. we waited for my parents to leave when we woke up in the morning. then we went up stairs and smoked mad times, you know just to keep up this crazy insane train of thought thats made shure we made the right decisions all along and kept us thinking clearly. then travis and derick came over so we got trashed and travis got into a cheerleaders uniform for a 20 doller bill. then we boxed out my club house. then in town we smoked a blunt on grahams porch even though his dad was right inside? actually...he took a fucking hit haha. the day went on and at night me andrew tripped balls and used our pizza money for weed. haha then later that nigth around 3 we met graham up the block and rolled like half a fucking nick blunt haha wt. like every two inches it hit a nug of weed tand u got some THC. then the next day me and andrew heleped my parents do siht and tripped balls in town. he came up with a few quotes he thinks will get him mad money when he was trippen. yo i think hes wrong haha and hiis quotes are wack. today? it was fun. i left school at the end of sixth to meet my friend and smoeka blunt but school cop took me back when a tthe end of eigth. i was going back so the way i see it i give them two hours of my free time tomorrow and i got a free ride back right? my excuse for when im fucked up is im drunk to common now so my parents think im an alcholic hahaha, so now my dad said no more drinking on weekdays. thats fair thoguh considering i dont usually drink on weekdays. what eva! peace out. and yeah, i guess it is kinda nice when you know that someone thinks about you all the time that you really care about. it makes you feel pretty good. i know thats gay but what ever. Current Mood: differentCurrent Music: Leftover Crack - Crack City Rocken |
| Thursday, September 28th, 2006 |
| 10:07 pm |
what about a couch?
yo... i have a half o here and ive just been smokin joints and sparking bowls. im so fuckin stoned. i need couches to sleep on people. and open house at my place saturday. word up bitches Current Mood: stonedCurrent Music: Leftover Crack - Ya Can't Go Home |
| 8:11 pm |
fuck yo couch
pep rally tomorrow. were gunna get drunk of our ass and beat up some kid that peed on our couch behind king kone. then smoke our half ounce of tree. roam around town and the highschool pep rally for hours. then go pass out on merissas couch. wake up saturday drink whatevers left and smoke mad blunts. go to town and chill and drive around and eat somewhere. then go back to merissaas at night have your choice of drugs from liqour and weed to dxm and ex. stay up all night tripping so hard its like life itself has no boundaries. get mad poon tang, then eventually pass out. sounds like a fucken weekend bitches. peace out. Current Mood: lets go kill us a copCurrent Music: Leftover Crack - Clear Channel (Fuck Off!) |
| Wednesday, September 27th, 2006 |
| 9:30 pm |
ugh, fuck. i procrastinate to often.
Today kinda sucked. I woke up and thought about skipping because I was given the oppurtunity but then I was like no, it might be a good day. Yup...I'm stupid =/ I got a two hour for all these dumb small reasons that added up. One being I didn't have my short story for creative writing. Which I was suppose to finish tonight, but I came home way to stoned to write or even go on the computer and just fell asleep. So now I'm gunna get like raped for it tomorrow. Also I got caught cutting gym. It's about time though. I haven't been there once yet, i just keep going for attendance than leaving. When he caught me that time he was like wait a second...Have you even been here once? I don't remember you being here last time...or the time before that actually. But he said he'd cut me a break. I wish my creative writing teacher would to, my storys like a billion times longer than what it had to be. Also, to top things off I promised my english teacher I'd read Antigone tonight, which I didn't fucking do. And my friend is still pissed at me because he took my lighter. wtf is that. Current Mood: stressedCurrent Music: none |
| Tuesday, September 26th, 2006 |
| 4:24 pm |
we need a name mutha fukas!
I just started rebuilding my club house, it has to be completely redone. But it's going to be sooo fucken worthed yo. it's gunna be this real chill place where you can just hang out, smoke blunts, drink beers, listen to music, and play cards and shit. I need to get new wood thats actually healthier, im building a cabnit and making a lock for the door. Then instead of of painting it im just gunna get my friends and spray paint mad ill shit. It's gunna be real chill. But we need a name. Current Mood: productiveCurrent Music: Leftover Crack - Super Tuesday |
| Monday, September 25th, 2006 |
| 7:38 pm |
ughhhh
Everythings being fucken gay, I feel so fucking jaded, its driving me crazy. But theres a crazy dope stupid phat bitchin 3 day party this weekend and it's gunna be insane. I'm crashing in the trippy room on the couch again all 3 days and I'm not planning on being sober one fucking miniute of it. To bad some of my friends are pissed at me for bull shit stupid ass reasons. But it won't last much longer probablly, and if it lasts till the party they'll apologise when their drunk enough. And theirs a bouncing souls and whole wheat bread show in like 2 or 3 weeks in NJ im gunna go to. There are other bands there to. It'll be a fun show, its like an hour and a half away. peace out Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: Dropkick Murphys - Boys On The Dock |
| Friday, September 22nd, 2006 |
| 8:50 pm |
Give up the Grudge
Walking down the block in a storm The rain falls hard against the ground The wind shakes the trees so violently, Aint nobody I can see But up ahead you come into view, on the side of the street Smoking a ciggarete, hair down, hood up, staring through me The clouds above us are so dull But your smile brightens up the world Please drop the grudge I caved so long ago I miss the talks we had And the bond that we broke I miss the friendship that we shared I'm coming back through my despair To talk to you A quick one two glance that leaves a pain in my side Leaving me here all alone, something happened over time I never got, did we grow apart or did we change You got me nailed wrong, I'm not what you think Just some doushe trying so damn hard to be I'm on your side, please give up on the fight I admit that I kind of miss being in your life Please drop the grudge I caved so long ago I miss the talks we had And the bond that we broke I miss the friendship that we shared I'm coming back through my despair To talk to you Current Mood: rejectedCurrent Music: im just writing shit |
| Wednesday, September 20th, 2006 |
| 8:18 pm |
im still walking
i think it's been like three weeks since school started. and god damn im fucking sick of it already. i miss the summer =/ but its all good, its friday in two more days. i found out girls actually do confuse the crap out of me. and i want some poon tang. peace out people Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: choking victim - crack rock steady |
| Sunday, September 17th, 2006 |
| 6:07 pm |
good parties
yo. schools started up again. its not so bad. we're just getting through one day at a time. the weekends had good parties though. crashings on peoples couches is always fun. a lotta driving around recently, but also a lot of walking. i dunno man. i have to get through this week and next week for another party. whatever. peace. Current Mood: dazedCurrent Music: Bouncing Souls - Your So Rad |
| Tuesday, September 5th, 2006 |
| 10:08 pm |
last day
the last day of summer was awsome. i just got mad stoned and tripped balls and thought about everything. itll be a cool year, i get to drive and shit. well work our away around school and get through another year. Current Mood: trippen ballsCurrent Music: infected mushroom |
| Sunday, September 3rd, 2006 |
| 9:58 pm |
fuck
Your a dumb ass, and a bitch... so yeah, thank god for weed. Current Mood: lonelyCurrent Music: Blink-182 - Apple Shampoo |
| Thursday, August 31st, 2006 |
| 8:39 pm |
I'm Back...
I got back from ireland. It was really cool to see all my friends after 2 years, especially one in perticular. It's amazing how much some people change and some stay the exact same. Although, saying goodbyes never easy. So I got back, got my schedule, which I need to fix the fuck up. I went to the school at 12 and she said come back at 1, but instead I decided to go picke up a load of weed, get stoned, and listen to music. Summer time is almost gone, and softmores years coming up.. But hey...At least I can drive this year. peace out. ps...girls are a fucken drag Current Mood: crappyCurrent Music: Sum41 - Machine Gun |